Go back?

Do I want to go back?  Do I want Gloria back, like so many of the online grievers are talking about?

No.

Gloria always had physical and medical problems, and she was often in a lot of pain, and she often said that she wanted her resurrection body *right now!*, and now she has it, and she is with God.  No way do I want her back in the fallen world and in pain just because I miss her.

And I have learned so many things, even though the learning process has been excruciatingly painful.  And I am doing new things I never would have done.

So, even though my life really sucks right now, no, I don't want to go back.