Sermon 90 - Who haven’t seen yet believe
John 20:29
Then Jesus told him, "Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed."
Hebrews 11
1 Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.
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13 All these people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance, admitting that they were foreigners and strangers on earth.
I may have mentioned before, in another sermon, the story of a woman who was giving her testimony. Her testimony was that she had, at the age of four years old, accepted the Lord into her life, and her faith had not changed from that day to this. Since, as I very dimly recall it, the lady in question was in her early twenties, I have always felt that it was rather a shame that, in the ensuing twenty years, nothing had modified or added to her faith at all.
But the point of this sermon is not necessarily about growing your faith, so I won't belabor that point. The idea that I would like to take away from that story on this occasion is that the experience that she had, at four years old, must have been a fairly significant one. I have, over the decades of my life in association with the church, and with Christian testimonies, heard many similar stories. Their stories about the experience that one has in terms of a direct encounter with the Almighty. The experience the person recounting the experience generally speaking talks of being flooded with light, or with love, or with an experience of warmth, or of being held tenderly in the arms of God.
And I have to admit that I have never had this experience. Given the recounting of these testimonies, and the recounting of these experiences, I feel that if I had ever experienced anything like it I would have remembered it. I never have. Some may see this as a failing on my part. Some may assume that I would have had this experience, had I only had sufficient faith. A number of people would undoubtedly say that there is something wrong with me that I have existed for six or seven decades in my Christian Life and have never had any experience like this.
Recently someone pointed out that all of the psalms in the book of Psalms, all one hundred and fifty of them, have at least one verse that praises God. All of them except for Psalm 88. Psalm 88 is the only one that is unrelieved gloom and complaint. In my life, Psalm 88 is pretty much my guiding light. I have probably mentioned in my other sermons that I suffer from depression. And I have suffered from depression pretty much all of my life. At least as far back as my middle teenage years I have suffered from depression. At one point it was cyclical, and while I was married it was somewhat mitigated, and certainly the timing of the cycles was different. Interestingly, particularly given the relationship strong relationship between grief and depression, immediately after Gloria died I was not suffering from depression for a period of a little over a year. Subsequent to that, I went into a depression, which has been unrelieved, now, for at least four years. So, yes, I would say that Psalm 88 is pretty much my standard piece of scripture. (Well, there is also Ezekiel chapter 24 verses 16 and 18, but Psalm 88 seems to fit the bill pretty closely.)
So, my life is difficult, and I also have no particularly glorious experience to look back on and use that to bolster my faith through difficult times. And many people in the church would say that both of these facts are my own fault. They would say that I don't have sufficient faith. They would say that there is some unresolved or unacknowledged sin in my life. They would say that if I had faith, or would only acknowledge my sins, I would experience God's love, or my problems would be removed.
There are two problems with this position. One is that I freely confess that I am a sinner. I am quite well aware that I am a sinner. I'm not going to compete with Paul in his claim of being chief of all sinners, but I am definitely well aware of the fact that there is nothing in my life of righteousness that is able to even marginally overcome the fact that I have a sinful nature, and have to constantly fight against selfishness and self-centeredness, not to mention pride. I know that I have been unkind to people. I know that I have been uncharitable. You only have to look at me to know that gluttony is definitely a problem. So, no, I'm not sure where anybody could claim that I have unconfessed or unacknowledged sin. I'm sure that there are sins that are unacknowledged because I have forgotten them; after all there have been so many. I still have some faith. And I cling to the passage of scripture where someone confesses that he does believe, but asks for help with his unbelief. I do believe in God. I do believe God's promises. And one of the reasons that I believe God's promises is the other problem with the Christian position that my problems are all my own fault. God does not promise that we will have a life of unrelieved happiness. God does not promise that our life will always be easy. God, in fact, constantly promises that we will have difficulties. The Bible is so full of instances of this promise that we will have difficulties in our life that it is hard to pick out any single passage that illustrates this point.
God does also promise that all will be made well. God promises that we will be given rest. God promises that all tears will be wiped away from our eyes. Frequently God uses the example that the pain of childbirth is mitigated by the joy of bringing a new life into the world. Of course, more than half of the human population don't really understand this joy. It is truly said that only a woman who has given birth without an epidural can understand the pain and suffering of a man with a cold. It is also truly said that it's a good thing that men didn't have to give birth, or the human population would go it's extinct within one generation. But I think that we can take it as read that all of these mentions in the Bible promise that whatever sufferings we go through now, eventually (and by eventually I am including the period after we physically die) our joy will be so great that any pain and difficulty that we have in this life will be forgotten our joy in being with God.
In another sermon I have noted that, in the book of Joel, God specifically says that He will restore the years that the locusts have eaten. God has acknowledged that not only are there difficult times in our lives, but also often we don't see the restoration of what has been lost in periods of difficulty in our life. And God has said that those times of difficulty, and all the losses that happen because of those times of difficulty, will be restored to us. Yes, there are times in our life of difficulty, and pain, and loss. And, eventually, all of those losses will be made whole. God will restore to us the years that the locusts have eaten. God will give us recompense for our pain; and a recompense that will wipe away our tears, and will give us back everything absolutely everything that we have lost.
And there is the wonderful chapter of Hebrews 11: the faith chapter. It starts out with a definition of faith; that faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not yet see. It goes on talking about a number of people in the Old Testament. Some of the stories of faith of these people are perhaps a little bit difficult in terms of our definition of faith. But, about halfway through, it points out that all of these people were still living by faith when they died: they didn't yet receive the things that they were promised they welcomed them from a distance. They were living by faith. They believe that God would fulfill his promises, even though very often those promises for the far distant future. There is, as an example that Hebrews 11 doesn't touch upon, the prophecy of the coming of Christ. In Isaiah, we specifically have the promise of a child born to a virgin. Isaiah did not see this happen. This happened seven hundred years after the prophecy was made. But those who believed God, and believed God's promises, believed that it would happen. And those who believed, and were ready when it did happen, did rejoice to see it. Yes, there were those who did not believe and who opposed the fulfillment of the prophecy. But we have the rejoicing of both Simeon and Anna, who saw, in the infant Jesus, the coming of the Messiah, and rejoiced.
There is another reason to believe in faith itself. That is the story of Thomas. Yes, doubting Thomas. No, I'm not going to get into the issue of in order to believe greatly it is necessary to doubt greatly; although that may have a bearing in what I'm going to talk about here. But Thomas said that he would not believe until he saw, and put his hands into the wound in Jesus' side and the wounds in his hands. And when Jesus appeared and Thomas was there, Jesus noted that Thomas saw and believed, but went on to note that blessed were those who had seen who had not seen and yet had believed.
I have not seen. I have not seen Jesus and I have not seen the wounds. I have not seen the glory of God, or the Holy light that some people talk about in their testimonies. I have not felt the warmth, and love, and assurance that other people have talked about when they talk about their experiences in the presence of the Almighty God. I have not had these experiences. I haven't heard the voice of God, I haven't seen God or His holy light; I haven't felt the warmth and comfort; I haven't experienced these things. I haven't seen.
And yet I believe.
My life is difficult. And yet I believe. My life is a string of endless days; endless hours; wishing that I were dead and could go home to be with my maker and my God. My life is filled with pain and difficulty. I find no joy in life. I wish it were otherwise, but Paul prayed to have a thorn in his flesh taken away, and it didn't happen. So I wait. Somewhat impatiently, to be sure, but I wait for the day when God will fulfill his promises and I will have rest, and the tears will be wiped from my eyes, and the years that the locusts have eaten will be restored. And the pain that I am going through will be replaced with the joy of a new life.
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