Joy (3)

I'm out walking.  It's before dawn.  In the western sky, the clouds are thin enough that occasionally, through a thin patch, I can see that the moon is full.  The eastern sky is thin enough that I can see the sky, and see that, although it is before dawn, the sky is starting to lighten.  I can see one star.  I know that it's a star, and not a planet, because it's twinkling, with the Schlieren effect.  Twinkle, twinkle, little star, Schlieren effect near and far ... 

And I feel joy.  Not a lot, but I'm enjoying this moment.

Thank you, God.

And now I'm crying...