Wrong place

I figure that I am always the wrong person in the wrong place and situation.

I am a scientist who believes in God.  I am a believer in discourse and consensus, in a world full of division and denial.  I am a devotee of lifelong learning, in a church that has reached new heights of anti-intellectualism.  I am a believer in donating everything that you can, in a world that believes every need is an opportunity for a side hustle.  I am a teacher in a society where most people avoid learning anything they can.  I am a believer in partnership and relationship, in a society which believes everything is a transaction.  A specialist in information security, in a world where no one wishes to take any account of risk.  I am a specialist in information integrity in a world which no longer believes in the truth.  I am a depressive in a society that worships positivity (even if toxic).