With the heat, I have been getting up, and walking, trying to be out of the heat of the day, sometimes going walking even before I've had a morning shower. I have been seeing some dawns and sunrises this way.
Dawn, and sunrise, has become a reminder of Gloria. Not that Gloria enjoyed dawn or sunrise: she didn't do mornings well. After she retired we decided that she didn't need to do mornings at all. She very often didn't get up before 11:00 AM, and sometimes not even until noon.
No, the reason that dawn is a reminder of Gloria was that on Friday, the day before she died, I was, at that time, sleeping overnight at the hospital in Gloria's room. And, of course, I wasn't sleeping very well. So I was often up fairly early. And so it was that on the Friday morning I was up early and, unusually for Vancouver in December, the sky was clear enough that we had quite a lovely sunrise. I posted a couple of those pictures from that sunrise, late in the rather long posting about Gloria's last days in hospital. It was a gorgeous sunrise, very pink, and, of course, pink was always Gloria's favorite colour.
So, dawn, and sunrise, has become a reminder of Gloria because of that second last dawn. Pretty much every dawn and sunrise that I see these days (and, with getting out to walk as early as possible to be out of the heat of the day, I'm seeing a lot of them) is a reminder of Gloria.
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